Until Next Time.

#a-respite.

Hey You, I’ve got some not so nice news, please receive it in good faith, thanks.

For some weeks now, writing hasn’t been the same for me.

That exhilarating joy I feel whenever I pen my thoughts to share with you has gone missing.

Staying up on Sunday mornings to edit and send out my newsletters feels more like a chore now than something I enjoy doing.

There’s a block and I’ve been getting frustrated trying to force myself to write up pieces for your consumption.

If I use my exam preparation as an excuse, that would sound suitable, but I know deep within me that there’s more to this, plus, it's not like this is the first time I’m sending out newsletters while preparing for an exam.

It had gotten so bad that I had to go through my old entry just to remind myself that I used to write some good stuff before now.

Sigh.

You know when you are acutely aware that there’s an issue with your body system but you're not sure what it is, hence the reason you would present to the hospital.

Yh, this is the space I’m in right now and I would keep frustrating myself and God’s gift if I don’t get to the root cause of this “block’’, with His help.

Since I started sending out newsletter, I’ve only ever taken a break from writng for an extended period of time once and I guess that’s what's about to happen.

Sad right?.

Oh well, I have to do what’s needful for my growth as well as yours.

So this is me going through the courageous route and officially taking a step back in lieu of ghosting you.

I don’t know how long this “respite’’ would last, but by God’s grace, I pray I get to the root of all these and come out of it cause I really miss SMSwithEde.

This is one of those cases where I have to actively remind myself that I’m not disaapointing God and that He loves me regardless.

A Confession I’m holding on ;

"I am strong, not because I never fall, but because I always get back up. Even in the quiet, even when no one sees it. I am proof that healing is possible. It may take a tad bit longer than planned, but surely, there's an end and this too shall pass".

For you that has stuck around up until this point in time, I pray earnestly that you will find the courage and strength to do what God would have you do and that you will also learn to lean on Him when the going gets tough, Amen.

Until next time,

#Shalom.

Signed: Abba’s Handpiece.

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For the days when you feel like throwing in the towel;